Alv's Passion

2005-03-18T03:22:00.000+08:00

yet again..we have squabbled over meaningless stuffs and accounts of the past... whenever i quarrrel with my mum, she'd just rake up the past..and would just keep ranting on... i admit..i was at fault for blowing off my top..but i just couldn't stand.. this argument has set me to make my decision, finally. That is, i would rather get a relatively high pay job (that's if i can get any) and start

2005-03-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

i can't just outgrow from it...can't can't can't..never never never...such a failure...a failure i am tt's destined to be doomed... tell me what to do... *tired*

2005-03-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy busy busy. REPORTS, PROJECTS, TUTORIALS AND EXAMS!!!! ARGH! Guess i'll go real nuts soon if my work load continues to pile... *knees wobbles..But well, at least i've cleared most of the reports.. that's a relief....soon, im gonna do massive project cum reports writing..and maybe..experimenting too *smirks. I certainly hope that it won't cause me any harmful effects... *pssst..

2005-03-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

Ahh..i'm such a procrastinator.. regulars of this louya blog site must have abandoned it long ago due to my procrastination.. sorry people, but i'm just toooo lazy to blog since there ain't really any interesting happenings in my daily life... just the typical routine which, i believe, most singaporeans adopt - wake up , school, slack, etc.. etc.., work, home, revision, tv, a lil more idling,

2005-01-08T02:58:00.000+08:00

Your element is earth: Wise, solitary, mysterious and loving. You are very wise. Your wise as in you know things others do not, you can see past stereotypes and see the real people behind their facades, and people will often come to you for help and advice. Quite solitary and somewhat shy around people because you prefer animals and plants, animals aren't afraid to show themselves or what they

2005-01-03T02:03:00.000+08:00

ahhh..im so tired.. will blog tml once i get back from sch. nite all

2005-01-02T01:43:00.000+08:00

Good morning everyone, my name is Alvina Chew Jie Jie. Thank you for tuning into "The-overly-exaggerated" news-reporting. This morning, approximately 2 hours from the noon, there was a sudden surge of unholy people rushing into a holy city where the air is filled with the aromas of sweet caramels, mouth-licking vanilla, refreshing black coffee, the tasty hot chocolate and etc.. Yes, everyone

2004-12-25T07:46:00.000+08:00

merry x'mas everyone.. hope everyone had fun.. i sure had lotsa fun..and additional "headaches".. off to bed.. hope i'll come up with a conclusion soon.. p/s : I wonder why did we even... I was naive..

2004-12-20T20:15:00.000+08:00

UPDATES!!! UPDATES!!! UPDATES!!! Ok, haven't blogged in awhile. guess you peeps must have really missed me alot, right? ;) Anyhow, to start off, I'd like to congratulate myself for being punctual today! haha, to think that most of my friends and even I,myself, thought I would be late again just like usual, I was early. woohoo. nothing to be proud of actually. So, school wasn't as bad as i

2004-12-13T14:45:00.000+08:00

THIS BLOG'S TEMPORARILY CLOSED due to the fact that the blogger's extremely busy with the stuffs on hands. an apology to all the readers out there (if the stupid blogger has any) but do not fret, he'll be back once the sch reopens when life's easier for him, hopefully. So long...

2004-12-13T01:24:00.000+08:00

True - Ryan Cabrera I won't talk I won't breathe I won't move till you finally see That you belong with me You might think I don't look But deep inside in the corner of my mind I'm attatched to you mmmm I'm weak, it's true Cause I'm afraid to know the answer Do you want me too? Cause my heart keeps falling faster [chorus] I've waited all my life to cross this line To the only thing thats true So

2004-11-23T06:25:00.000+08:00

ahhhh, what a tiring day.. okie, here's a brief account of today's happenings. - intended to stay awake throughout from the previous nite (nov 21st) to this afternoon(nov 22nd) so that I could meet Pauling on time..but unfortunately, I succumbed to the tiredness - why, of course.. Pauling got real mad with me.. so, i was ignored for the whole day, literally. (sigh, i just hope she'll understand

2004-11-14T15:58:00.000+08:00

this-is-what-i-feel-today Savage Garden - Animal Song When superstars and cannonballs are running through your head A television freak show cops and robbers everywhere Subway makes me nervous, people pushing me too far I've got to break away So take my hand now 'Cause I want to live like animals Careless and free like animals I want to live I want to run through the jungle The wind in my

2004-11-13T15:49:00.000+08:00

Life's been pretty boring and plain..the daily routines were to get out of the house..and to roam around aimlessly... would eventually end up at Lido playing Xbox with Albert.. If the fact is to be spoken, i'd say that the first few sentence i've just typed is pretty much of a crap shit. The real thing is.......I feel empty. I feel lost...unsaved, and unredeemed. Funnily, humans do really like

2004-11-09T18:29:00.000+08:00

Goo goo dolls - Acoustic#3 They painted up your secrets With the lies they told to you And the least they ever gave you Was the most you ever knew And I wonder where these dreams go When the world gets in your way What's the point in all this screaming? No one's listening anyway Your voice is small and fading And you're hiding here alone And your mother loves your father Cuz she's got nowhere

2004-11-09T17:29:00.000+08:00

Kinda true...for me, in a way. Busted - Sleeping with the lights on Along she came, with her picture, Put it in a frame, so I won't miss her, Got on a plane, from London; Heathrow, It seems such a shame, yea.. I feel her... Slipping through my fingers, Now she's gone, I'm sleeping with the light on, And sharks swim through my veins now, that she's gone, I'm sleeping with the light on. Heard

2004-11-08T15:03:00.000+08:00

beeen feeling pretty lazy and down recently to blog.. so, sorry to all the readers out there which i seriously doubt there's any.. beeen feeling real bad and useless for not being able to help much with my sis studies... beeen feeling very suay and bua song that no employers really want me...i got rejected 5 times..sweet.. beeen feeling lousy and bleak for the past few days, and same gonna

2004-11-06T19:17:00.000+08:00

Life just suck. A negative bus-tard i am. somebody..save me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Simple plan - Welcome to my life Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud

2004-11-04T01:10:00.000+08:00

Oh yea.. finally, the semester (for me la) marks its end today.. woohoo, can't wait to get myself a job.. Anyhow, bioprocess paper turned out to be easier than I thought.. geez, shouldn't have even bothered to study for it. Although there were some questions that I didn't really know how to do, getting at least a grade B for the module shouldn't be of much problem.. hehe. never really like this

2004-10-27T13:00:00.000+08:00

Yet another sleepless night... *yawn* i'm off to school, ciao. Listening to Lifehouse - Spin.mp3 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lifehouse - Spin Why would I chase your shadow all my life And be afraid of my own? I'd rather be with you I'd rather not know Where I'll be than Be alone and convinced that I know When the world keeps spinning round My

2004-10-27T01:02:00.000+08:00

Anyway, i've come to a conclusion... that is, I shouldn't let my happiness slips away from my grip that easily.. so.. i'll persevere! just you wait and see, girl. I'll be the "He", if not..maybe your kakis? Well, at least I can tell myself then that i've realli tried and i should realli let go. perhaps, it would be easier for me to do so then...goodnight, and peace! p/s : the world's not a sad

2004-10-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

What do you call a person whom you can rely on when you are really down, whom you can really crap with without having to worry that that person might snap at you for being crude and annoying when he/she would just rebut gently, and whom you really need to be around with to feel better? For me, it would be either a good buddy or a potential partner. In this case, however, i am referring to a

2004-10-26T13:51:00.000+08:00

am.suffering.from.phantasmagoria. stupid.sia Listening to :: Elton John - Can you feel the love tonight?

2004-10-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Now that i've fallen.. the dream's over. Welcome back to the reality, alvin :)

2004-10-25T13:12:00.000+08:00

Here's my feelings and thoughts for the past few crazy days : Evan And Jaron - Crazy For This Girl She rolls the window down And she Talks over the sound Of the cars that pass us by And I don't know why But she's changed my mind Would you look at her As she looks at me She's got me thinking about her constantly But she don't know how I feel And as she carries on without a doubt I wonder if

2004-10-23T11:39:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry..that you had to endure with my lousy temper last night... I wasn't quite sure what i was doing.. guess that I was quite drunk then when i actually thought my conscious was still quite awake.. Whatever it is, i will not give up on you, and will definitely keep my promises to you cuz i love you soooo much that I can't bear to see you fall... jia you kk? I'm gonna do something for you

2004-10-22T01:58:00.000+08:00

This is bad... I'm so sorry Alvin..but you have to die again.. ::Feelings:: Real shitty, bleaky, dead, no life, hopeless and 0.05% hurt soon, everything will be over, and you will be freed again, alvin. So do not worry, the process of eliminating the liability - feelings, takes at most 2 weeks.. and then, you'll feel nothing again..as carefree as before.. Listening to :: Disturbed - Down

2004-10-20T15:29:00.000+08:00

This is sad.. everyone.. or should i say.. almost all friends around me are down.. that realli put me to wonder.. is this world really that HOPELESS? Just by looking at a friend of mine, whose name shall not be mentioned, really reminds me of my past.. It was all so bleak and blank.. I felt as if I was remotely controlled by some unseen force that kept me mobile when I didn't know what I was

2004-10-12T04:50:00.000+08:00

So..i'm still like before... The answers, which were arranged in the order of the past ; the present; and the future, to my question (which I shall not disclose what it was) were Inverted Hermit, Inverted Strength, Inverted World. Our dear prophet, Mr. Albert Wenson Gunawan Wen Xiu, divined my fortune this evening in Mos Burger using Tarot Cards. The cards (answers to my question), which he had

2004-10-11T05:34:00.000+08:00

Before I forget, To that special someone: You are neither stupid nor sucky. Many things on this earth are unpredictable.. Especially when it comes to "such" thing. So please, don't go so hard on yourself k? I, for one, will definitely not want to see you, a dear friend of mine, to get all depressed. Cheer up... "Baby baby..love can be so beautiful.... Baby baby...love should be so beautiful"

2004-10-11T01:58:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging in quite awhile.. been pretty busy and troubled.. and today, I somehow let my suppressed troubles to re-surface.. Feeling damn vexed now..with my mind flooded by many thoughts and ideas. I've been always telling people that I have high EQ, and thereby I can control my emotions well. Unfortunately, I'm wrong. Sigh, so much for being a emotionally-stabled guy I've claimed to

2004-09-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue There's a place off Ocean Avenue Where I used to sit and talk with you We were both 16 and it felt so right Sleeping all day, staying up all night Staying up all night There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street We would walk on the beach in our bare feet We were both 18 and it felt so right Sleeping all day, staying up all night Staying up all night If I could

2004-09-23T01:04:00.000+08:00

I used to be very envious of other classes as they are realli united..which are very different from my class. Fortunately, i was wrong..my class had managed to folk out part of our precious time of our work-sickened school lives just to celebrate moon cake festival together in advance. It would be better that we celebrate on the actual day itself, but that's kinda impossible due to the common

2004-09-22T17:00:00.000+08:00

Lotsa things happened today.. I'll make in short instead.. - late AGAIN for lab work due to oversleeping - realised that it was good that I actually overslept as results weren't released, so no pt attending the lesson - had an argument with my mates.. - jogging session cancelled due to my insensitivity - isolated myself and had careful thoughts, and had decided to leave the group - however,

2004-09-22T01:45:00.000+08:00

The isolation has to be carried out yet again... Do things really have to go this way? I don't know.. I lead an extreme life.. Sorry friends.

2004-09-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

Alrighty, finally got a new haircut today.. Gosh, this hair cut is probably the longest one I've ever had so far in my 18 yrs of living in this p.a.t.h.e.t.i.c country. It took 3 long painful hours!! Given the fact that I had only 2 hours of sleep for the previous night, I dozed off many times when the hairstylists were "painting" my hair with golden blonde dye ( which I already have had this

2004-09-15T06:30:00.000+08:00

Another sleepless night.. p/s : I know things are quite impossible between us, so I think i'm giving up. At least for the moment, my focus needs to stay on my studies and my family.

2004-09-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

Generally, singapore sucks. so are the girls I know.. mostly.. not all..

2004-09-10T01:26:00.000+08:00

Whoa, my legs are wobbling now.. just reached home from cycling. damn "shagged" now. I hadn't met my friend of sec sch in hella long time, and today's meeting with him was so great. We had this crazy idea of cycling all the way to esplanade (from amk), and then to East Coast Park via Kallang. However, we didn't complete the course. The both of us marked Esplanade as our final destination. I

2004-09-09T17:34:00.000+08:00

Never in my life had I studied so much for my papers. I have actually sacrificed my sleep for 2 consecutive nights just to study for this common test! Something must have gotten into me. Let's see, for the next 2 weeks or so, I'll probably lack of sleep still. Pretty tight schedule. Lots to work to be done, partially owing to my slackiness in the earlier sem which cause the piling of the work.

2004-09-08T14:30:00.000+08:00

凌晨三點鐘 - ZChen OS :这是你离开的第三个星期六面包我吃了两口　啤酒还剩半手香烟我还是一包接一包地抽你搬走了以后我还会常常在你住的公寓底下等你下楼 Verse:现在是凌晨三点钟　喝了点酒头有点痛寂寞的烟点燃空虚的夜　暂时把心放空你晾的床单忘了收　没烫的衬衫有点皱明天开始我将如何面对　没有你的以后Bridge:那些美好的画面反复在播送但心破碎了之后　要怎么去拼凑 Chorus:Baby Baby Love can be so beautiful 只怪那一刻　话说得太重所有的情节都失控 Baby Baby Love should be so beautiful 你给的太多　现在我才懂只有烟和酒陪伴的　凌晨三点钟 Rap:现在是凌晨三点钟喝了点酒头有点痛你晾的床单忘了收没烫的衬衫有点皱明天开始我将如何面对没有你的以后凌乱的房间里头还留着你的香味

2004-09-08T14:29:00.000+08:00

.... been kinda busy recently, and i'm feeling real lazy to blog.. so later.

2004-08-13T03:44:00.000+08:00

Sting Every Breath You Take Every breath you take Every move you make Every bond you break Every step you take I'll be watching you Every single day Every word you say Every game you play Every night you stay I'll be watching you O can't you see You belong to me How my poor heart aches with every step you take Every move you make Every vow you break Every smile you fake Every claim you stake

2004-08-13T03:20:00.000+08:00

Whoa, I'm going nuts! Instead of rushing to hand my Project up on time, I watched a ripped off, downloaded movie - The 50 First Dates. Nice show with a super decent plot.. The show's about a guy who did lots of stuffs for this girl who couldn't even remember what happened the previous NIGHTS the next DAYS she wakes up, not even his love for her. Sad eh? However, the guy, Henry, persisted...for

2004-08-02T01:27:00.000+08:00

As usual, blogspot is screwing up with the html codings, and the tag board hosting has to be down. So, that simply means no chatting on the tagboard for at least few days..Ahh, boring. Boy, was I right. My bro's personal ftp seriously cannot make it. I've tried uploading some decent compressed mp3 so that I can use it for my site, yet it took like AGES for it to finish uploading? Aikz, this is

2004-07-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

Colin Raye - Love me Verse1 : I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said, Boy, you might not understand, but a long long time ago. Grandma's daddy didn't like me none. but I loved your Grandma so. Verse2 : We had this crazy plan to meet, and run away together. Get married in the first town we came to

2004-07-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

Humans are sad creatures... Uhh.. I mean beings... Yep, they really are. I had a chat with my friends..and realised that many of them actually do have some serious troubles..somehow, their troubles cause my sadness. I feel sad for them. Wish I could do something for them, and yet at the same time not hurting my own feelings too. Only if..these unnecessary troubles can be ridded of.. then

2004-07-27T16:37:00.000+08:00

That thing you do you doin' that thing you do breaking my heart into a million pieces like you always do and you don't mean to be cruel you never even knew about the heartache I've been going through well I try and try to forget you girl but it's just so hard to do every time you do that thing you do I know all the games you play and I'm gonna find a way to let you know that you'll

2004-07-27T04:31:00.000+08:00

Why are you depressed? No, you shouldn't even feel sad in the first place... why not? Because you guys don't even really know each other well.. but I can't resist myself from feeling sad.. Please, you do not even know her well. I see no reason in why you should feel sad.. Yeah, I know that I am being naive, but I just can't stop the chemistry.. Maybe this is what people termed the

2004-07-26T14:32:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty sure all the fans of Jay's out there should know this.. His 5th Album, Qi Li Xiang, will be out on this coming August. 3rd of August, to be exact. Yay!!~ Anyhow, I had a ripped off radio version of the Qi Li Xiang. Instead of the old usual corny lyrics, this sweet yet sad song has a poem-sort-of lyrics. Very GUSU!! Good job, Mr. Jay! You do have the knack for singing sad songs..

2004-07-23T03:33:00.000+08:00

Holy shit! I got nominated by my dear sister for the stupid schools' belles and beaus shit held by channel 8 and 93.3fm. Interesting.. It is probably the price I would have to pay for sabotaging Kenny by nominating him too. A tic for a tac.. Anyways, if the media corp would allow obscene/undesired pictures, I would definitely send this picture in.Nahaha. However, I ain't allow to do that. So, I

2004-07-16T02:50:00.000+08:00

Savage Garden - Crash And Burn When you feel all alone And the world has turned it's back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you It's hard to find relieve and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door And you feel like you can't take anymore Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you

2004-07-14T13:13:00.000+08:00

What can you gain from 2 hours of e-sessions? Nothing! Man, can you feel my pain? I'm trapped in an enclosed area filled with so many lecturers and students when I could do well at home practising my dance steps. And do you know what is the worst thing about staying at this boring place? Yes, you've probably guessed it right, judging from my ingregarious attitude - Too many familiar faces... many

2004-07-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

What can be the shyttiest thing to happen during the first day of sch ? a) Monday's blue cum insufficient sleep. b) Had a cold bath when you actually thought that you had the heater on. c) Got satirized and scolded by your step-father and he overheard your conversation with your maid regarding some bad about his BLOOD-RELATED son like he's short? d) Arrived at the bus stop only to realise

2004-07-04T04:37:00.000+08:00

On 2nd thought, maybe she was being overly concerned.. This is what happens when your mum loves and cares too much for you. That explains why I am so loved, and yet so suffocated. Whatever.. gotta luv it. Am considered fortunate compared to others with slutty biatches as their mamas. Sad shit.

2004-07-04T04:20:00.000+08:00

I just can't fcuking understand my mum's thinkings and her doings. This is what happened : Alvin : Wah, so hungry.. nothing to eat sia.. so sian.. *searches high and low for food* Mum : Cook noodles lo.. Alvin : Nah, nevermind. I'm going to BED SOON. Don't wanna EAT TOO MUCH cuz I'll have difficulties sleeping after that. << TAKE NOTE. Mum : Call Ah Seng(my smaller cousin) come down, i ask

2004-07-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

Can you feel the love tonight? I've told myself to let go... after so many tries, I still can't help but to cling on to her scent that lingers still. Love..is so wonderful, beautiful, sweet and yet, so ruined and depressing when everything fails... Well, for the last time, I am gonna try to forget her..since things are no longer the same.. no point getting stucked at one spot.. It's about time

2004-06-29T04:55:00.000+08:00

Arghz, can't get to sleep at all.. *yawn* Suffering from insomnia..thanks to soooooo many reasons. Bleahz. Aight, school gonna start like..real soon? and yet I ain't ready for it. Why? Cuz school sucks. To make it worse, my blardi school board has to swap my class from programme 2 to programme 1, where I'll be smacked retard with so many new faces.. Aiks, really crappy. And rumour has it that

2004-06-28T00:25:00.001+08:00

I actually contradicted myself when I said I no longer regress.. Yea, full of contradictions and discrepancies. Alvin, you suck. Ru guo you yi tian... Listening to Liang Jing Ru - ru guo you yi tian

2004-06-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

What is love? Does everyone need to have one? Ok, I know my blogsite sucks. Too much pessmistic stuffs..but I can't help but to share my sorrowness with you all.. Liang Jing Ru may seem to be those typical sweet-looking singer to all of you.. but as for me, I see her more than just that. My, does she remind me of that someone special? Yea, very. Although many people would think that Liang Jing

2004-06-13T16:24:00.000+08:00

Isn't it sad to know that you are never meant for each other..? Relationships are falling aparts.. The ratio of broken relationships to completed relationships of these days is greatly tilted to one side....its heartbreaking to have such ratio...love's no longer assuring..no, it was never assuring in the first place.. Love... The melancholy underlies...

2004-06-12T18:37:00.000+08:00

It's all about chemistry Yeppie, like what's quoted above, she can dao me for all she wants.. I just can't resist the chemistry...of wanting to befriend with her.. Yep, just friends ;) I know this sounds crazy..but hey, it's all about chemistry ya?! Listening to : Semisonic - Chemistry

2004-06-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

Lamer!!! Haha, Alvin's so lameee...can't stand him AIYA, HE CAN"T GROW UP DE LA..STILL SO KIDDISH.. Clarifications : 1stly, I wouldn't really mind if people call/see me as a lamer as I'm always trying to be like one.. 2ndly, you can say what you want but please do not define Alvin Chew Zi Jie as a kiddish guy. He ain't kiddish. He's just lame.. He doesn't like to be one though.. but for the

2004-06-11T04:24:00.000+08:00

Pathetic should be the best term to describe this >> A 10 over hours search was conducted just for a single GAME ITEM. *How stupid. Haha* Anyways, the search was to no avail. It was ended with a big disappointment and had practically got everyone's morale killed real hard.. PATHETIC.. Think that's all for today *bua tahan liao* gonna sleep now..got a dance tonight and a performance tomorrow...

2004-06-10T18:33:00.000+08:00

and now she apologises...Sigh~ Whatever. Listening to : Five For Fighting - Superman

2004-06-10T16:33:00.000+08:00

Some biatch is just so intolerable... Imagine if you were to witness someone of close proximity falling from a real high place due to the imbalance of body when breakdancing, would you be rushing over and showing concern, or would you be gloating at that person's mishap instead? Well,unfortunately, the biatch, which refers to my maid in this context, did the latter....and I'm that unlucky guy. *

2004-06-10T03:21:00.000+08:00

At last, my regression is stanched.. no more missing her during lonely nights... no more feeling nostalgic when present at areas of memories...no more...no longer... I'm freed...Good.

2004-06-10T01:32:00.000+08:00

It has been quite awhile since I've last blogged.. can't be really bothered..but well, since I've nothing better to do during hols, might as well spend some time writing some craps here and piss some shyts outta ppl *crackles* Aight, I'm back people.